Saturday, March 30, 2019

Time

Where does it go?
Why does it fly?
Oh, how it bypasses me and 
leaves me high and dry.

I look at the calendar
The months, weeks and days,
all organized and numbered
with the intention to help plan our way.

Time plays catch-up
like a game in our life
a play against measured out days
as we try to win back hours, up against delays.

Time
A good construct
to keep life in check
it's the circumstances interfering
that cause havoc and stress.
pushing the construct to its' limit
with seconds to spare,
"I just need one more minute!"
 I frustratingly declare.

But time is a constant
a never bending device
to try and compile it is a futile exercise
to use what you've got,
now that is wise!

We like to play games that only trick us
pushing it forward 
and then back again
to manipulate, 
a game 
we can't win.

Time
A construct for man
to use within a lifespan.

Chandra Brown

(Poem is a work in progress... I ran out of time....HA HA HA!)




Tuesday, February 19, 2019

The Whole 'Council' of God

Yes, the word 'council' is meant to be used in the title of the post.

For anyone in leadership or of the 'council' in churches. The whole counsel of God can be tough to teach in the church age we live in.

Acts 20:27- FOR I DID NOT SHRINK BACK FROM YOU THE WHOLE WILL OF GOD. -Paul to the Ephesians. (CR- Jeremiah 26:2).

If anyone has ears to hear and truly cares about delivering balanced teaching of the Word of God. Jacob Prasch is one of the best teachers to sit under.

As teachers go, they have a very high calling and responsibility. Answering to God for the handling of His Word is a lofty weight to bare.

Just so it doesn't look like I put Jacob on a pedestal and promote him for ulterior purposes. Dave Hunt, David Hocking, Sandy Simpson are all great teachers to learn under as well.

Let's not underestimate the believers in the pews. Those that truly are founded on Jesus and in Jesus want to know the depths of God's word. A great deception in western church culture is eliminating eschatological study. The mainstream mind goes to 'boogey man' mentality of end times and prophecy teaching because of all the charlatans out there. It's time to eliminate that trap and delve into the whole counsel in Revelation, Thessalonians, Daniel etc.
If the church doesn't teach this, it is a travesty and a hole left in the equation of who Jesus is and what He promises to do. Yes, you will be met with views contrary to each other. (Especially in the realm of the 'rapture'.) this should not stop the teaching of God's word. I do think most teachers are afraid of this subject because the content is sobering and the truth of the matter can cause loss of attendance and financial support. If that is the case, priorities are wrong. The subject matter is for ALL and not just the upper echelons of leadership.


Prepping and Equipping the Saints does include looking for His return.

A good read


VIDEO

The Whole Council of God: Jacob Prasch

Update: David Hocking is out. He had an affair. 
It is amazing the once sound start of pastors who then end up in sin. The great apostasy is upon us.
https://www.latimes.com/archives/la-xpm-1992-10-09-me-790-story.html

Wednesday, February 13, 2019

They Call Me Abner

They Call Me Abner

I take a stroll down the lane
and saunter slowly back again
lounging lazily in the shade
I realize I have it made

What's that?...
I hear my name

Someone's calling from inside
I'll ignore it and just hide

The trees, the birds are in my view
the horizon is such a pretty hue

Well, it's getting late
and my tummy is empty
I think it's time I go inside and see
What kind of dinner is ready for me.

Stretch, yawn
I'm at the door,
It swings open, I look up!

My special someone scoops me up
and sighs
"Oh, It's my Abner!"

Friday, February 8, 2019

Participation Equation

I am glad to say, I think our family has found a decent church to attend and become more involved in.  It isn't Jacob Prasch or Devore Truth something I wish was here in Texas but the need for local fellowship has been met through this particular avenue. Wish casting set aside; as far as southern, reformed western churches go, it has balance in the Sunday messages and is gospel-centered. I hear the gospel every Sunday. That is glorious!

We are checking out the high school ministry and small group ministry to find relationships that sharpen, encourage and spur towards our goals as Jesus loving individuals.

It is a heart break for me to see the Women's ministry succumb to worldly influence. I can not participate in this arena because of this and my heart grieves. Not that I am perfect and arrived but when the Holy Spirit teaches you truth, you are held accountable and must obey. If anyone out there wonders why I can't participate it is due to the support of apostate teaching. The teaching lies in Beth Moore and Priscilla Shirer centered learning tools. Read this link to discover where the error occurs and may eyes be opened to the deception.

One thing I'd like to put out there... this churches congregation has a high percentage of 'recovering' Catholics. Many of the congregation has come out of the deceptive, religious rituals and apostate nature of Catholicism. Contemplative practices supported and taught by Beth Moore and Priscilla Shirer are part of that deceptive system.  We need to protect that portion coming out of religious deception by removing this error.

I also have to count the cost and realize this flies in the face of leadership and puts me in the 'watch out for her' category.  Ahh, the story of my life.  I will just stand outside and look in at this point and pray over the ministry leaders. That is all I can do.  I do pray God puts me where He wants me, to use me and to grow me.  I think He is doing that.

Truth and Grace... Truth and Love...

John 1:14
Participation Equation Principles to Live by...
Ephesians 4:15

GREAT LISTEN

ANOTHER GREAT LISTEN...(temporary online) Food for Thought

SIMPLE TRUTH








Wednesday, January 2, 2019

Saturnalia...Finis

Saturnalia, the lively Roman pagan celebration during the winter from which we derive many of our modern, Christmas traditions' has come to an end. Our family has made it out of 2018 a little worse for wear but intact and ready for a healthy 2019.

During our time of celebration, we binge watched history, art-history, art-tutorials, documentaries with a few film noir and classics splashed in the mix; not rambunctious enough for those die-hard Saturnalia festivities but we were entertained.

One such documentary was on King Herod's (The Great- 37 -4BC) reign, his life, his wicked character, his accomplishments as a great architect and his painful end. He lived during the times of Jesus and was appointed to his position by Agustus (Caius Julius Ceasar Octavianus 63 BCE-14CE.)

The documentary stated that the only place the evil deed of decreeing male babies under the age of two be killed after realizing he was duped by the Magi was in the gospel of Matthew, that no other source mentions it, therefore, this deed can not be attributed to Herod. My ears pricked up at this claim and sent me on a little research path.

Just to make it clear, I do this for fun, not to prove a point, I also am not a teacher and may have missed things. I already believe the Bible is inerrant and perfect, I don't need to question it but these exercises help my thinking and study skills. A Christian should be able to think in a well-rounded manner about all subjects. We are given a lifetime and oodles of material to try and perfect that habit!

Findings:

The Book of Matthew is a synoptic gospel. Synoptic meaning to afford a general view of a whole. Matthew, Mark and Luke are symbiotic and similar yet written by different men with different personalities and views, the three books are very similar with shared content. The book of John is different in its stylistic composition. I like to point out that Matthew hung out with Mark and John but most likely didn't meet Luke. The four gospel accounts are like a puzzle piece that fit together, unique with similarity, yet different but when looked at in larger context, fit together beautifully.  Mathew also wrote from first-hand experience, he was Jesus' disciple. A tax-collector who could understand more complex systems (finances and government) and the political environment, hence the reason why he discusses Herod more than the other books.

Fact: Matthew is the only gospel account with the mention of the decree to kill the male boys under two in Bethlehem.  Matthew 2:16.

Fact: The Matthew 2:16 scripture fulfills a prophecy from Jeremiah 31:15. Matthew takes the time to re-write the prophecy that was fulfilled down in his gospel. It relates to Rachel weeping over her children. Israel weeping for the death of their children.


  • No one knows the exact number of babies killed. Often the number may be exaggerated to thousands. Bethlehem and the surrounding areas were small and the number may be less, regardless any number is tragic.
'Saturn Clause'
Photo by: Chandra Brown


Fact: Luke mentions the rule of Augustus and that he decreed a census should be taken while Quirinius was the Governor of Syria. The first Census was around 4-6 B.C. and displaced many people temporarily to their ancestral homes. Travel in those days took time... (*Syria is important). Luke 2:1-4. (Also fulfills a prophecy, Micah 5:2). Quirinius was probably involved in helping Augustus acquire territory and maintain the control. Judea was under full Roman control by 14 AD.

Scholars say Josephus, the secular, 'go to' historian of that time did not mention this evil act of Herod and Josephus wrote of Herod's atrocities in detail and liked to demonize Herod in his writing. They use this as a point to nullify Matthews account.
I'd like to point out Josephus didn't mention Nicolas of Damascus, a central figure and right hand man to Herod. Nicolas was important before and after King Herod's death and is no where to be found in Josephus' accounts of the death of Herod. Should I nullify Nicolas entirely as being at the death of Herod? Was Josephus in error to not put Nicolas in the account? The answer to both is NO. All historians have a personal view with discretion to add a detail or not. Josephus is still extremely credible. Matthew is too.

Fact:  Herod was a paranoid, evil man who acted against those he supposedly loved and did not love with murderous decrees. His view of humanity was consistent across the board. He killed all with no regard. On his death bed, his paranoia and pain drove his madness to order a collective assassination of the notables of Judea, they were held in Jericho's Hippodrome theatre and were ordered to be slaughtered as his death commenced in order to ensure there would be mourning in the city.  (Thank goodness they were spared by Salome and Alexas...)


  • Herod's character and history support his maniacal behavior
Fact: Ambrosius Theodosius Macrobias (395-423), a pagan Roman scholar mentions in his book, Saturnalia, "When he [emperor Augustus] heard that among the boys in *Syria under two years old whom Herod, king of the Jews, had ordered killed, his own son was also killed, he said: it is better to be Herod's pig, than his son." 

  • There are variations of this quote...Some say it was in reference to the Jewish aversion to pork
  • Saturnalia was a fictional tale written to educate and discuss various subjects with the festival's theme in mind; frivolity, jest, protagonist - antagonist wrought dialogues. Could the quote in his book be tongue and cheek to teach truth? Macrobias was erudite but playful in the manner in which he tried to teach history, philosophy, rhetoric and grammer.
  • I haven't read the book in entirety... I would need an educated opinion on the quote above.
Fact: History repeats itself

  • Exodus 1:15 and Matthew 2:16 are parallels in the Bible.
  • Powerful Egomaniacs tend to murder innocents (Pharoah and Herod)
  • Herod is a foreshadow of the Antichrist. Study his life and you'll have a clue to what the Ant-Christ will be like.
Conclusion: Finis

My daughter asked a good question. Did Macrobias read the Bible to glean for his knowledge of writings? I do not know the answer but surmise since he was a devout pagan, he wouldn't have stated the above quote and given the Bible a nod. From what source was he gleaning from?

In any good research, fact finding mission, one tends to be left with more questions. That is good!

I have the Bible and I am fortunate to have the best source of truth at my fingertips. 



Resources:

Ambrosius Theodosius Macrobias
Augustus
Saturnalia Translated Quote
Saturnalia-Holiday
Characteristics of Saturnalia
Herod The Great
Josephus_Herod Death
Hippodrome
4th Century Christianity


Tuesday, November 13, 2018

Shhhh

Warning: Content is truth-oriented albeit a bit boorish

SHHH......IT!

SHHH... people don't like to talk about IT.

IT's a universal norm,
A creature habit.
A topic taboo,
So don't blab about it.

YET

Humans have to deal with IT
wether proverbial form or in
actuality, in either realm
IT's pretty nasty.

IT causes visceral reactions
from within and without
dealing with IT is disgusting,
No doubt!

Oops...I said that too loud.

SHH... dealing with IT is not for the proud.

If you find yourself wallowing up to your neck
no shovel will do to free from the muck
You may have got there because
you're a smuck!

Here's a tip; free advice.
Humble yourself and go make nice.

SHH... "There are times IT just happens."
You quietly retort.

"That's true!" I reply,
"and IT was spread by some other guy."

You bemuse, "What can I do when IT hits
the fan and I can't control
the spattering plan?"

I sigh, "This is the worst, a mess to clean up.
IT wasn't yours now it is;
a tragedy that should be his."

SHH... let's keep IT under wraps for discretion sake.

IT's easier for you to be fake.

"Beware!" I warn, "of IT bubbling and festering.
Left alone IT can get hot, then explode
causing a wound that leads to rot."

Speak up!

Let's not be hypocrites and get down to dealing with SHH... IT.

Chandra Brown

(OK, I'll claim this poem, har har har!)

Monday, August 6, 2018

The Matchstick

See my match
Burn it down
All the way to the ground

You think I'm crazy to destroy
But let me tell you about a lass
Who's been known to have some sass

She struck the filament on the box
Dropped the fire
To let it roar
Was it to even a score?

The flames grew hot
She didn't give it a second thought.

Burning Match 2

People wonder if the heat bit back
Did the backdraft singe on counter attack?

Anyone who plays with flames
Knows getting burned
Is a phenomenon
Elemental to the game

Friction of phosphorus
Ignites the fire
Sulphur, Potassium Chlorate
Fuel, white heat

Oxygen stifled
Destruction spreads
The landscapes' burnt
Smolder fumes
black as dead

That was quick
I only had one
and now the deed is done

WAIT...

TIME...

ABSOLUTION...

Through watered eye
On black surface

A patch of green
Could be seen

Shell of seed
Protected life
Mineral, growth
Rain, rays from sun

New life has begun.

CHANGE...

Will the lass who struck a match
strike another?

She hopes not
It's not truly her nature.

By: Chandra Brown




For those who get me wrong:
My God was in control the entire time...and I don't (didn't) have malice in my heart... I was just willing to take the heat...like Jesus... What Jesus did for us on the cross burns deep in my soul after this whole experience. I say with this trying to be humble. I never want to experience it again (humanly speaking- I can't take another burn..)
I am ready for green, growth, life and souls to be won for Him as the result...

I Peter 1:6
Judges 15:5

TOBY MAC...I just need u

*Isaiah 43:1-3

Also, the song 'Your So Vain' comes to mind... If you think this poem is about you think again... I know what the meaning is since I wrote it. Literary analysis is mine to keep. Only those who truly know me know what the poem means.  ;)